It’s funny, anyone can make their life look perfect on a delicate piece of paper, or create a mirage of photos on every social networking site under the sun to fool people into thinking their lives are perfect. It is even funnier that we all fall for it. Sometime you become so wrapped up in the way your life looks to other people, you don’t take the time to think if you are actually happy. I always thought I had a good outlook on life. Sure my life isn’t perfect but I have everything I need I suppose, everything is going along smoothly. However, life moves so fast once you leave your hometown. Growing up starts happening and you really can’t stop. There is no room for regression once you start growing up. As I lay here in my new room in my new temporary house, I feel sad. I feel empty. Waves of sadness come and go because I’m living in a wave of uncertainty. Uncertain of my future, where I will be this summer, who will be in my life and what is coming my way. I suppose some people enjoy this type of uncertainty and look at it like an adventure but I don’t know how to feel most of the time..
Why is this generation so anti-love? We overuse this word everyday but everyone judges people who actually say they are in love. Sure, we are young. No one can see into the future and the one you are with right now will probably not be your life partner but who cares? And who knows? When you are in a relationship or care deeply for someone you are learning more about yourself. You soul is growing wise and more kind. Everything you experience with these people, bad or good, are helping you grow as a person. Advocating how you love being single and sleeping around is just immature and most likely hurting your self confidence and diminishing your self worth. I’m not saying everyone go find a girlfriend or boyfriend and I’m not saying sleeping around is always a bad thing but we should not be so on guard and close minded about love and relationships but they are only going to help you in the end.
Life can be beautiful, fucked up, sad, and happy all at the same time. That is what makes people mad.